something i use to do. and dont think i can ever do it again.

If there's anything you should do before you die, try this.:

look into someone's eyes and find them.
find them as in. . who you think they really are.
someone that you can really find yourself with them later as a close friend.
someone that you can easily say that they're special to you.
someone who you really do care about.
look at him or her and examine every little aspect of them.
when you see them breathing..
are you breathing the same time as they are..?
is your heart beating the same rate or as fast as theirs.?
is your heart actually saying that he or she is special that much to you?

look into their eyes. . .
whats the color of it..?
whats so special about them..?
you can find it in their eyes..
just have to look deeply inside.
dont look at their expression if he or she's happy.. sad.. or any other emotion is showing.
if he or she turns away cause she doesnt want you doing that.
try your best to ignore it and keep looking for it.
stare deep into her eyes and ask yourself.

who is she or him.?
and when you find the answer.
you'll smile for sure because you know that person is so beyond special to you.
so special that you dont know how to express how much he or she means to you.
and that you want to tell the whole world even in the heavens how much he or she means to you.
and for thanking God for having him or her in your life.
a very special and dearing gift that anyone can ever have.

and i bet you..
if you mess it up.
in the end..
you'll never see anything more beautiful than..
the look on their face, or on yours.
and if your so blind.
you dont deserve that person at all.
but in your heart. he or she will always be there in your heart. a big chunk of it if you do this.
and that memory and time when you did look deep in her eyes.
will be stored in your memory, life. and heart for the rest of your life.
and that can never be denied.

never regret things in life.
only think of them as mistakes that you can always learn from.
cause if you do. its going to scar you for the rest of your life
but if you think you have made the biggest mistake or regret in your life.
talk to someone. because its never ever good to hold it in.
on how you feel about someone or something.
cause when you need to release your tears and emotions.
it relieves everything from your heart.